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We could've had it all

#screaming crying throwing up#agatha harkness#agatha all along#agathario#kathryn hahn#aubrey plaza#agatha x rio#marvel cinematic universe#nicholas scratch#marvel mcu#marvel#marvel tv#We keep losing gays#never getting over it#Marvel would rather give a duck a happy ending than the lesbian mother's it makes me sick#I am in their walls#mcu#Back to ao3 I go#Lemme not get started again
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characters in this show having emotional outbursts would be way more impactful if they weren't constantly crying and shitting and having breakdowns over every ant they see on the pavement every 12 seconds
#helluva boss critical#stolas crashing tf out might have been funny if he had remained calm collected and repressed up until that point#all these mfs do is cry over everything its hard to be like Woagh....when they start tearing up again#stolas this is the 3rd time you've shown Crying my gay little eyes out in class#this is why exercising restraint in writing is good. instead of 'what if i put in everything i thought would be cool or emo'#it diminishes ur other cools and emos
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You know, whenever I see the discussions around Jack Marston possibly getting drafted in world war one, I can't help but physically ache at the thought of it.
Jack Marston, born into a gang that honoured freedom above everything, forced to sacrifice everything he has left for war.
Jack Marston, a boy who read about knights and soldiers, now forced to become one in another fight he never asked for.
Jack Marston, raised to be away from a life of violence, but now the world has found a way to drag him back in.
No matter what happens, Jack would have to face a really tragic dilemma. Does he go to war and sacrifice the legacy of freedom he was raised with? The life his family died for? Or refuse and be labeled a criminal, putting his parents to shame and repeating the same cycle his father went through?
It just tragically mirrors the struggle he’s always had - trying to find his own identity outside the legacy of John Marston, and the violence that came with it. But he's being pulled back in, no matter what he chooses.
He was never made for the violence that shaped his parents' life.
#he's just a boy who loved books and animals and picking flowers and fishing he doesn't deserve to be a product of war again#it makes me cry thinking about it#he was a child full of joy and whimsy. then a young boy who preferred reading over hunting. then a young man who had just lost his parents#and he was all alone#and forced to make a choice that denies him his autonomy#watching jack lose his spark over the course of rdr2 and rdr1 as he grows up eats at me#and when people mistake him for his father in rdr1 I actually start sobbing#oh jack#i'm so sorry#mick squeaks#mick thinks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption#rdr1#jack marston#john marston#abigail roberts#arthur morgan#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 spoilers
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u ever have someone tell it to you so straight it like hard resets ur system
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Thinking about a Cora lives AU where Law just. Doesn't get sick after Amber Lead Disease. He takes good care of himself and generally his immune system is pretty solid (and he avoids his crew members if they have smth contagious like the flu or a stomach bug). But eventually his good luck runs out and he catches a cold, just a minor one that makes him a little feverish and gives him the standard cough and runny nose. Bepo notices him swaying on his feet and immediately sends him to bed (even tho Law protests like a stubborn brat).
When Cora finds out Law is sick he flips his SHIT. Literally he falls flat on his ass and catches himself on fire. Then he rushes all around the Polar Tang grabbing medical books on how to treat colds and preparing a compress and shouting at the cook to make hot soup for Law and digging into the cabinets for medicine and then he's hauling ASS to Law's room
Law wakes up from a nap and looks over to see Cora sitting at his bedside looking at him like this
And he has to reassure him no Cora-san I'm not dying, it's just a cold, yes Cora-san I'm going to be okay. You worry too much
(But Cora's paranoid bc he's only seen Law sick once before and that was when he was dying, literally days away from succumbing to the poison eating at him, so of course there's trauma there, of course he sees Law cough one time and thinks the world is ending 😭)
#One Piece#Donquixote Rosinante#Cora#Trafalgar Law#One Piece Cora#Law#It takes Law a little bit to realize bc he's still kinda out of it#But when Cora starts crying out of sheer RELIEF he KNOWS something's wrong#Cora: It was like I blinked and you were thirteen all over again and I was going to lose you and--#Law: Cora-san...#Cora; sniffling: Please be okay#Law: I'm okay#RAGHHHHH TEARS OPEN MY SHIRT#WORRIED DAD CORA IS WHAT I'M HERE FOR NOW AND FOREVER#Shima speaks
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It was a heartbreaking site. Cas was sitting on the ground outside Jack's door. On the other side, you could hear the muffled sobs and cries.
Armed with two beers, Dean sat down next to him, offering one out. Cas took it but there was no doubt he wouldn't drink it.
Dean cleared his throat. "He gonna be okay?" he felt obligated to ask.
"I don't know." Cas answered. If Dean didn't know better, he would think Cas had also been crying. "Dean, I am so sorry for what happened. All of it. But my son is hurting right now and I don't know how to help him."
Dean felt for his friend, having been in a similar situation himself before. "Yeah... That tends to happen when you get your soul back."
#to this day Im still bothered by this#we just gonna give jack his soul back#let him cry it out#and then never address it again??#he lost his mind flying around when it first happened we seriously dont think he wouldnt do it again once he got his soul back#and all the other things that he did??#dont even get me started on the missed opportunities of sam and jack bonding over being soulless#mmmmm must write angsty fic#supernatural#spn#spn shitposts#dean winchester#castiel#jack kline#dadstiel#could be destiel if you want it to be
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being hormonal sucks so bad I'm the most depressed guy alive, I'm a vessel to all the world's problems, wallowing the pit of sorrows I've seen the face of god & I killed him with my bare hands
*sees snow falling gently on a fruit tree*
love is real & it's me *bursts into tears*
#leafie speaks#this shit just happens every month and it's like that part in bloodborne#just started crying all over again because I saw a video of a puppy seeing snow for the first time#fuck my stupid baka life
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i could go on and on on the importance of shunkun and yuu being narrative foils of each other and how devastating it makes things
but nah, don't be silly, why would I express this sentiment on a serious drawing when i can draw fluff!!!😊😊 (copium)
progress dump... from vision to the end!!!
Vision->Spirit drawing->Sketch->Details on top of Sketch->Lineart->Color!!!!
"what is a spirit drawing michael" spirit. i inject spirit of my vision into the canvas and hope it makes sense later somehow💜 my process is mysterious in its ways.... not even i know what is going on(゜∀。)

anyway heres an image of the many. many glitches and difficulties i have to face now that my computer finally sniped clip studio😭 but i never give up I dont let the computer stop me
#re:kinder#rekinder#my art#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#parun#fanart#this one is thanks to a certain post i saw a few days ago in tumblr. i just had to draw it as them#which was made by @hairscare !!! so shoutout to them for awakening this drawinf#i saw it and i inmediately knew what i had to do#BECAUSE GENUINELY i will never get over the sheer tragedy that these two are similar in many ways#yet the circumstances has made it so while one could fight and keep going with life the other gave up entirely and died??? hello???😭😭#ITS DEVASTATING BECAUSE OF WHAT IT COULD HAVE BEEN IF THINGS WERE DIFFERENT#BUT THEY WERENT FROM THE START OF THE GAME THERE WAS NO GOING BACK#i constantly think about the fact that shunkun was having dreams of yuu essentially crying for help FOR A GOOD BIT#like look . game starts out he acknowledges this and its. like. who even is that boy that dream again#WHICH WOULD ALREADY PLACE IT SO IT **AT LEAST** HAS HAPPENED TWICE. SO FOR TWO DAYS AT MINIMUM#BUT THEN YOU PLACE THE TIME WHERE SHUNKUN WAS AWAY FROM HOME#WHICH IS DAYS. PLURAL DAYS#AND THE MASSACRE COULD ONLY HAVE POSSIBLY STARTED THE MORNING OF THE DAY HE COMES BACK#because the other kids that survived woke up that same day and were extremely confused so that didnt happen the moment shunkun left#it pretty much happened shortly before arriving and thus the same day he left#which . by the way nothing to do i think it was intentionally premeditated so all the participants of the friends game could be there#BUT THE POINT IS. MULTIPLE DAYS IT HAD BEEN MULTIPLE DAYS SINCE THOSE DREAMS STARTED#so the mere idea that there was a slim point where things could have possibly been different if if that call for help would have possibly#jesus cheisr they mess me up#THE SLIM PERIOD OF TIME IS ITS AWFUL its .#AND THERES MORE OF THIS THERES MORE OF THIS IN ME REGARDING THE TRAGEDY OF THESE TWO BEING FOILS#BUT THIS IS A POST OF A FLUFF DRAWING SO LETS LEAVE IT THERE SHALL WE😁😁😁#they make me sick. i will die /lighthearted
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That whole scene where MK activates the crown to prevent Wukong from sacrificing himself is always hard to watch, especially once Wukong is rendered helpless as MK walks into the pillar, but I came to a realization that made it even WORSE when i was rewatching ep 9.
So each time the crown was activated before, it would only glow for a few moments and stop, still taking Wukong out of the game for a bit due to those short moments it was on.
But when MK did it during the fight, it was glowing the whole time when he stopped Wukong and walked into the pillar, which is also why Wukong was screaming out as much as he was.
My man was in literal pain, emotionally and physically, begging him to stop all the while...
I'm just -,

#i mentioned this in a LMK discord I'm in and everyone started to cry all over again XD#but i am still unwell about it#i know Sean's throat is unwell after all of that too XD#lmk sun wukong#lmk wukong#monkie kid wukong#monkie kid spoilers#lego monkie kid season 5#lego monkie kid sun wukong#lmk#lego monkie kid
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ahahahahahahagahaa grief hitting all over again abahahahhaahaha
#grandma passed away almost 6 months ago and 2 days ago it was her birthday#she would have turned 88#and today we celebrated my grandpa's birthday from my father's side of the family#and i guess it's a mix of seeing the only granparent i have left celebrating his birthday and seeing a bunch of grandparents of other people#playing with their grandchildren#especially a grandmother that was there#AND OHH#all over again#also i went to church today so it always makes me wanna cry whenever they start talking of those who are in heaven#needed to let it out for a second because otherwise i would just keep crying#TO BE DELETED LATER EVENTUALLY
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ough god, I cried over this
#the monkees#mike nesmith#michael nesmith#davy jones#micky dolenz#keep stickin around kid we all love you#micky will be such a hard one for me guys. paul mccartney will break my mom im sure but ill be in such hardcore denial over micky i know it#and like micky and mike make me emotional but micky and davy do too… and he had to include pictures of them in the 70s… before their#‘breakup’ when i tell you i thought about it a bit too long and then started to cry…#the monkees make me way too emotional but good god#cause it’s that one picture that’s like i think in the late 70s !! and they’re buddies !! and then… ough poor micky#and he has all these memories#(or maybe not cause they did tell him he had a good time lol)#and i cannot look at anything related to mike and micky in 2021. i will get very distraught. michael is too much for my brain to handle#i need to go to bed now lest i get to sleep too late again but i’ve been thinking about this post literally all day#like thinking of both mike and davy on the same day… if micky isn’t involved in the relationship i don’t care it seems so this post broke me#okay okay goodnight i’ll shut up ill shut up i cant even think too hard about it im just blabbing in the tags so so sorry#also that first picture is gorgeous#like they’re all so pretty but davy is serving hard and i don’t say that lightly cause im not usually someone who usually favors davy#over micky and mike#but that’s such a beautiful picture of the three of them and i will shut up now goodnight
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DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN | 1.09
Frank's entrance.
#Daredevil Born Again#Frank Castle#Matt Murdock#ddba spoilers#Daredeviledit#Daredevil Spoilers#Not Revolution#Mine#GIF set#I f**king love Frank#They made me watch a whole pointless episode about a bank robbery and I'm still not over it#and it kind of killed my buzz#and they could have had Frank and Karen for more episodes and chose not to AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT?#If I had to recap this season it's - Fisk becomes mayor. Matt pretends he doesn't want to be Daredevil (again). Frank and Karen show up#just when all hope is gone that this season had a point#I think they really should have kept Foggy around at least 3 episodes (this show didn't make me cry and it should have). He should have#started to recover or looked okay and THEN BAM he's gone and Karen and Matt drift apart and a year passes and then we can roll into whateve#the rest of this was#If you compare it to the original show it's missing heart and soul and... IMO a point... a reason for being that expands Matt's character#that expands the universe and builds on what came before#This was a foundation season. And I did read that it was supposed to be that before I started watching but still.#ANYWAY. I love this entrance by Frank. I LOVE that KAREN SENT HIM. I LOVE THAT HE SHAVED.#Matt knows where he lives. He knows where Matt lives and Karen has everyone's numbers in case of emergency.#AND FRANK ANSWERS HIS DAMN PHONE UNLIKE SOME PEOPLE.#I doubt he has voicemail. And I wish we could have seen that conversation. Him rubbing a hand over his chin as Karen asks if he has plans.#Peering into the smudged reflective surface of the nearest metal object and grimacing as he raises a hand to his head.#“What time is your flight?”
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I took this letter to a memorial but wanted to share here too.
"Thank you Liam so much for being in my life and shaping so many childhoods. Thank you for giving us love, support and encouragement through your and One Direction's music during the hard times and highlights of our lives.
You were a kind, generous and charitable person who encouraged so many to follow their dreams and be as kind as you were. You had the kind of smile that shone in your eyes, brighter than any star, and gave us so much comfort.
Thank you again so much for the music that helped me get through everything life threw my way.
I don't want to say 'goodbye' but instead see you later. Thank you for everything. You made me strong.
Rest in peace, My Angel
I can't say thank you enough, but truly thank you for everything Liam. I can't believe you're gone. I've lost count of how many days its been, but each morning I keep waking up expecting the news to change, but it doesn't 💔.
I keep saying each night "I'll see you tomorrow. Things will be different tomorrow.", just so I can sleep and have hope for tomorrow, but the news still doesn't change 💔. But one tomorrow, we all will see you again.
Songs I keep revisiting whenever I miss you tons is You're Beautiful by James Blunt and Drops of Jupiter by Train. I think they capture the type of person you were, beautiful inside and out. An angel. And at peace now. ❤️
Whenever I need reassurance, I'll look to the sky, because I know that's where you are now.
Rest well
#rip my angel#the way I started crying all over again 😭#how im usually one of little words but had more to say :(#liam#I am so grateful for the memorial we had because I have no idea how I or anyone could grieve alone 🥹 i felt so lonely without it#thank you also to everyone here and being such an amazing community 🫂#if anyone needs to talk i'm also here^^#omw to feeling like i need to puke again I just wish he'd come back :((((((#thank you liam#remembering liam payne#liam payne memorial#thankyouliampayne#rip liam payne#thankyouliam#RememberingLiamPayne#payne#how long it took me to hit “post” bc I don't want to ever “finalize” him being gone :(
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Stormy Nights
Wind and Bunny both hate storms. Tonight, Wind’s overprotective older brother instincts (mostly) win out.
Tagging: @thatonecrazysidekick @tiredgaytheatrekid <3
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Once he had shucked his sopping wet day clothes, strung them out to dry, and thrown on his comfortable pyjamas, Wind settled by the fire, inching a little closer when lightning lit up the room. Maybe, if he pushed himself close enough, the crackle and warmth and light of the fire would banish the storm from where it crawled over his shoulders and pierced his memories.
Another boom. Wind flinched, squeezing his eyes shut against the painful memories pressing up against the backs of his eyelids. Tried to focus on the warmth and the crackle of the fire washing over him and not the hard wooden floorboards of the ship swaying beneath him and—
A small sound. Wind looked up, curious. At some point, Twilight had dropped Bunny off beside him to dry and settle. Alone, Bunny shook like a leaf in a gale. He had curled up into a tight, likely painful ball, his face pressed down into his front paws and his eyes squeezed shut, just as Wind’s had been seconds ago. Another soft sound—a cry from Bunny, weak and whimpering.
Wind gasped, understanding washing over him.
“Hey,” Wind said, just loud enough to be heard over the storm. “Everything alright, Bunny?”
Bunny’s head whipped up. He stared at Wind with wide violet eyes, glistening with unshed tears, and Wind’s heart twisted. He had never seen an animal cry before.
“Hey, hey, it’s okay.” He shifted closer, but didn’t yet touch Bunny. He had seen the bandages on Warriors’ hand, had seen the nasty wound left behind by Bunny’s teeth. “Are you scared of the storm, little guy?”
Another boom of thunder that Wind barely noticed under his heavy concern for the rabbit. Bunny, however, let out a cry, scurrying closer to Wind and burying his face in Wind’s leg, hiding away.
“Aw, that’s okay,” Wind murmured. “There’s nothing to be ashamed of. Do you mind if I…” Carefully, he set a hand over Bunny’s shaking back. When Bunny leaned into his touch, he swept the rabbit up into his arms, cradling him close and pressing Bunny’s little face into his shoulder. “There you go. I’ve got you. I’ll keep you safe.” Under his comfort, Bunny’s shakes began to settle quickly, and Wind understood Hyrule and Twilight’s infatuation with their newest member—Bunny was so soft and perfect to cuddle, and if his older brother protectiveness was running this high after mere minutes of interacting with the rabbit, then he could only imagine how whipped the other two were. And as Bunny heaved a sigh and relaxed completely into him, Wind knew he could die for this sweet little rabbit.
Lost in soothing Bunny as he was, Wind wasn’t prepared for another booming crack of thunder. He jumped with a soft eep!, head whipping around, wide eyes fixated on the outside world. With no doors in the stable, he could see the pounding rain, the world lit up by strikes of lightning. Fear turned in his chest. His breaths quickened.
Bunny let out a whine.
Immediately, Wind loosened his hold on the poor rabbit. “Sorry, sorry. Guess the storm startled me. Are you alright? That was a big one.”
Bunny was watching him thoughtfully, calm as ever under Wind’s comfort. He had been told Bunny was a little more intelligent that most beasts, but Wind hadn’t expected for the rabbit to be staring at him with genuine concern in his eyes.
That wasn’t any normal animal. Not even Wolfie seemed to understand to this degree, though Wind had his suspicions about the wolf.
“I’m glad you’re okay,” Wind said, rather than the millions of questions in the back of his mind. “I’ll keep you safe tonight, okay? I promise. You can always come to me if this happens again—there’s no shame in asking for help.”
Bunny nodded slowly, another pebble on the ever-growing pile of Wind’s questions. But for tonight, with the raging storm outside, he would leave it be. He had a new friend to keep safe.
And if he comforted himself in the process, well then, no one else needed to know.
#I know I said I’d post on the weekend but time is no longer real to me#I have started on the chapter after this in which Time complains about the cold (it’s actually about them all bonding over a fire snsksn)#and the previous chapter had Sky and Four bonding which I may post sometime soon!!#we are on… 20 chapters now somehow#and still going strong! Bunny will be Hylian again soon enough I swear it!#(also yes TOCS this was brought on by your reply <3)#I will cry over that in a response when I get the chance but TT.TT for now!#Wind is being especially silly here by throwing his own feelings aside to take care of Bunny#when he should have sought out Wars or Twilight from the get go for comfort#‘there’s no shame in asking for help!’ Wind says before pointing to a mirror ‘except you. rot idiot’#Bunny has thoughts on this btw and will be sharing them#for now enjoy them snuggling and comforting each other <33#okay I should probably go to sleep now I have a long day at uni ahead of me (11-7…)#byeeeee#lu#faye writes#linked universe#lu fic#linked universe fanfic#lu wind#lu bunny#lu pink bunny au#almost forgot that tag my meds may be kicking in snsksn#gnight!
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(COUNT)DOWN TO DAWNTRAIL — day four: shadowbringers
atlas my old friend I found some people want to lend a hand carrying the weight of the world
#ALWAYS crying about d'alia and thancred but especially over their growth in SHB#ha ha what if we were both stubborn people who always try to be a pillar for others to lean on and hide behind a façade of strength#and both internalizing guilt over the same woman we love; sister to one and (former) lover to the other#because she died to save a world and now it's on us to finish what she started#except now the warrior of light/darkness is a heap on the floor and perilously close to transforming into a monster in her efforts#with all the brunt of responsibility to take on the light and fresh guilt of losing the battle with it on her shoulders#and all you can do is carry her half-conscious mumbling body down the mountain and swear she'll see her family (sid + rielle) again#because she never left you alone in all her needling to support *you* and you will return the support even this much#learning to rely on each other……..#(count)down to dawntrail#dani plays ffxiv#game: ffxiv#oc: d'alia liveq#ch: thancred waters#lavampira poses#ffxiv gpose#gposers#miqo'te#shadowbringers spoilers
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gods, I could barely even look at this to make it without feeling so weirdly emotional, so like 5 minute gpose to visualise a snippet of the dream that's haunted me, where Aymeric buys Estinien a dress.
She's not gonna wear it much but this moment from their youth will live with her for a long time, through some of the darkest times :')
#please if anyone who can make this without thinking they're going to cry wants a crack at it...#i'm literally afab nonbinary but this dream gave me such weird gender euphoria I started wearing dresses again for fun#like for a weird moment i Got It.#the empathy you get in dreams to become something else for a couple of hours is unreal...#AND it went through The Characters XD#estinien varlineau#ffxiv#gpose#I had this dream over a year ago and just can NOT do it justice in writing#even thinking about it all the time#idk maybe it's just not really mine to write at the end of the day
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